i never wanted anything.
i never asked for anything.
i often do what others want me to do because i can't decide for myself. i'm often lousy, but i'm happy and content with this kind of life.

Until i found one thing i crave for.
fot the first time in my life, i knew what i wanted and i want it so bad.
curse me, hurt me, might as well kill me if you want, but it won't change a thing.

this time i'm going to decide.
now that i finally have it, i won't let it go.
IT'S MINE. )